Eleanor's 1st birthday

My dear sweet EV-girl,

Today is your first birthday!  When I came home from work, Daddy had you and Silas in your seats, ready for lunch.  He told me you'd just taken a spill and bit your lip pretty badly.  So here you are, very hungry, freshly wounded, with a big grin.  This is just you, every day.  The happiest baby in the world.

Your disposition has been the greatest blessing, since you came into our lives amidst the chaos of having two toddler boys.  Feeding and sleeping were never a problem for you.  You love cuddles and hugs, but are also very independent and content, easily going with the flow.  

You've been walking for two months now, and are just starting to eat real food.  These things, along with bath time and peek-a-boo, give you a major thrill.  Your pastimes include chewing on everything, like a puppy (everything except appropriate teething toys, that is) and watching 'Antique Roadshow' with Daddy.  My favorite pastime is watching you dance when you hear a good beat.

I have a confession, which I hope you don't take personally: having a daughter was my greatest fear.  The specifics of my fears are unimportant now - everything changed on the day we met you.  You brought unimaginable joy into our lives.  Even your brothers were enamored with you from the start.  It's just you.  We are so in love with you, little one, I could never doubt your purpose in our family.  You were always meant to be here.

Happy birthday, muffin.